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500 Dead Or Alive

by shep treasure

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captflake
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captflake A perfect record for one of those nights when you just lie on your floor and think about life, its tragedy, its value and fragility. But before your paranoia of dying sets in and you get lost in lines like "outside of you is hurting", the beauty of the music just picks you up and tells you that although everything is transient, everything is also okay.

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Tractor Museum
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Tractor Museum No skips. Just love and crying Favorite track: Pappy Loop.
dfectiveDtective
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dfectiveDtective slow and lovely Favorite track: I want to be the chaos that the wind brings.
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1.
They fell in love with the kid, they weren’t looking to forgive him outside the house there’s a lamp, it’s been too long broken Inside the house there’s a dog perfectly content with hair in her paws Inside her stomach there’s a stone, she doesnt know but it grows They fell in love with the drink, they do it better when they can not think Lock them up inside the house, they get on better when they shut their mouths Do not be afraid a better love is out there Things don't stay the same forever and forever Do not be afraid a better love is out there I've been wandering forever and forever They’re getting ready to go, they weren’t wondering what does she know Fireworks burnt out their windows, they weren't looking for her post rave glow
2.
Chew 02:59
Chew hard to loosen my jaw hurts like I’m losing I shake hard I can’t focus My thoughts swarm and they close in All that I’m into’s thinking harder to subdue I do it cus I want to Only minutes and I want you Loving is giving you kiss me for forgiveness Like a dog after choking, you come hard and you're going Mad when you go too, make it hard what I go through I do it cus I want to Only minutes and I want you
3.
Warm 03:47
Everyone likes you better than they like me, it’s true I get it Everything I make, I hate it, everything I take, I take it Everything you think is seething, on the way to meet the meaning Dusk to dawn you’re coming off it, yeah I know you think you lost it On the roof, nosebleed, thank the moon Forgive me, I’m new Want to swallow you Cold outside, and it’s cold inside Lay down right beside The truth’s that I tried
4.
In the silence, could you say anything at all to distract me from it In the quiet, could I say anything at all to explain to you And the shadow of the crucifix holds the same place in the dark all night And the shadow of your warm breath holds the same space that your words might Outside of you is dirty Inside of you is clean Outside of you is hurting I know its hard here, but you remain Delusional two dogs loose, lost, leaving the city Under the sink your toothbrush still sitting, waiting Delusional two dogs loose, lost, leaving the city Under the sink your toothbrush still sitting, waiting Holding tightly to every small thing Every shoelace, every shoestring Most my memories of you still leave I want to know everything Outside of you is dirty Inside of you is clean Outside of you is hurting I know its hard here but you remain Delusional two dogs loose, lost, leaving the city Under the sink your toothbrush still sitting, waiting Delusional two dogs loose, lost, leaving the city Under the sink your toothbrush still sitting, waiting
5.
Yard 02:30
6.
Pappy Loop 04:23
Wanna feel the warmth I wanted to Color of the light all through the room Buried in the sand and through the moon Carry in your hand I’ll carry you Sleeping on the couch all afternoon Slider to the porch is ripping through All throughout my mind and through the gloom I’ll still love for you I’ll carry you Don't take care of me, take care of you Done enough for them I wanted to Leave the freezing north and be with you I don’t wanna be here I don’t want to I spent all my life looking for you Summer’s flying by it’s nothing new Gonna be the best thing I could do It’s gonna be the worst thing I could do If I wanted you, I wanted you Though you’re far away we’re here with you Don’t let it leave your mind, we love you too
7.
Ripoff 03:25
All on my own now, I’m in the zone now Taking it back to 96 before either of us were sick Don’t have to go now, you really don’t know How you got into this mix, but yeah whatever life’s a risk Fuck what you said, now I’m not ok Better off dead than trapped in this place I’ll go away Sink down to your knees take me in the trees Wish I wasn’t so used, bruised, and hollow To tell you the truth, feels like I’m wasting my youth
8.
Hold me, call me if you’re lonely You do it your own way I’ve been bleeding four days I’ll see you on Tuesday I hold you my own way Know me, call me when you’re home please I will be your best friend I will hold your best hand Forget where you’re trying to get Want to get a hold, you could use your phone Call me up when you’re alone I can feel everything you feel Had a bad couple of months I could steal anything you steal Messy habits make me happy I think you missed your chance Head in front of hand I cry, uncertainty in your eyes I’ll get it again Shine in perfection
9.
Yellr 02:27
I found it again, I’ll find it over and over If you can't pretend then I’ll wait Holding for a friend, forget what you think of me darling If you can, you can Spill your guts and then you don't wanna deal with it Don't say if you're giving in, cus I don’t care I’ll sit in your hand, make up whatever you can, I’ll try to understand Where would you go if I told you don’t? Where would you go if I told you go home?

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500 dead or alive

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released April 7, 2023

written by sabrina nichols

recorded & mixed & played by sabrina nichols & james keegan

ethan hasiuk drums on post rave glow, warm & ripoff
nick sullivan drums on shine imperfection

mastered by heather jones

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